It's Chrismad Day and I am not happy. He didn't even greet me today. Why am I still hoping? Please let hope live in me. I care about him a lot and this is not easy. I need to forget him. I am getting hurt even more. Please wipe away my tears right now. I did some stupid things already. I felt so broken, so out of place. I am so weak. Give me strength. The only mistake I did was open my heart again to a wrong person.